A{Live} Now: Hit With a 2 x 4! Monogamy to Polyamory and Back Again — EP147

In this Ep: My journey from Monogamy to Polyamory back to Monogamy with openness, holding your vision of what you desire and the reality of what is now, shifting attachments, how life can feel like it’s falling apart when you declare your desires, getting lasiks and working with a naturopath. Tune in to hear what hit me in the head hard, like a 2 x 4!

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Links and Resources

Where the UTI/IUD conversation began in Bali: FREEDOM + EXPANSION : THE TERRIFYING GIFTS OF SPIRITUAL AND EXISTENTIAL CRISIS AKA WTF IS GOING ON? #AMIGOINGCRAZY? – EP13

Guest Terri Fernandez Around her (and some of my) Polyamory Journey

A{Live} Now: Authentic Relating, Co-Dependency, My Wedding, Falls and Freedom

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Show Notes

  • 00:00 Intro
  • 01:28 Check in With Yourself in This New Year
  • 03:39 Life Update — Shifting While in Hermit Mode
  • 05:29 Began Working With a Naturopath
  • 07:38 My IUD Experience and How It Affected Me Long Term
  • 13:20 Now Recording With Eyes Closed Because of Lasik
  • 16:55 Main Topic: Relationship Structure
  • 19:32 First Explorations of Polyamory
  • 25:37 When the Desire for a Life-Partner Emerged
  • 30:20 Freedom in Expression
  • 33:01 Healing Parts of Myself Through Seeing Polyamory Done Well
  • 37:17 Feeling Into the Coming Relationship and Life-Partner
  • 44:17 Patience Has Been Hard!
  • 45:43 Encouragement Toward the Process
  • 47:59 You Are Completely Worthy
  • 48:45 Outro

Intro Music by Nick Werber

Featured Photo by Chad Wu @ChadWuPhoto

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