My journey from Monogamy to Polyamory to a new alignment, holding your vision of what you desire and the reality of what is now, shifting attachments, how your life can feel like it’s falling apart when you declare your desires, getting lasiks and working with a naturopath. +The 2 x 4 that hit me!
A{Live} Now: Have You Forgotten You Are Free? Trump, Shadow + Energy — EP137
This episode is on sensing into the deeper energies and dynamics of what’s happening in the world and in your life rather than the surface level information, how Trump has perhaps served a purpose in wholeness, and how you can shift from projection to response-ability and empowerment through your shadow.
A{Live} Now: Authentic Relating, Co-Dependency, My Wedding, Falls and Freedom — EP133
I’m getting married. Ha! How a No Strings Attached Sexual Relationship Experience and Mountain Bike fall brought me to a more whole unification, marriage with myself, and more expansive freedom within. Conscious dating, Releasing relationships from co-dependency and control. Shifting into Harmony.
a{Live} Now: The Unexpected in Worthlessness + The Energy Under Opposition — EP129
Following the feelings behind worthlessness, I wanted to disappear and dissolve, in a good way! How could that be? Find out in this unexpected experience of dissolution and getting lost what I recovered for myself in terms of my own right to my life. Harmony, polarity and opposition coming from the same energy, and the neutral space.
A{Live} Now: When Discomfort Ripens, Calibrate Pleasure + Systemic Intergenerational Trauma — EP128
In this episode, I talk about the ripening of difficult feelings in uncomfortable situations, calibrating to pleasure after dismantling and burning things to the ground, respecting yourself and seeing the spiritual agenda, and some recent experiences that triggered some Chinese American ancestral dynamics.
A{Live} Now: Leaving Mexico and Travel Field Trip — EP125
This is a field trip Episode where I say goodbye to Mexico after 4 months, a pandemic and Black Lives Matter Protests. Some reflections of my time as I bring you along my travels back to the US during Covid19. Sound bites in my next adventure of living off the grid and living with five horses.