I felt like I was falling apart, breaking apart. I was becoming more in line with who I am… but things had to die. Listen in on the lessons from my life concoction of spiritual transition and getting covid 19 at the same time. Catch in on some of the ways that I supported myself through it.
A{Live} Now: Shake it Up with New Things, Appreciating Contrast — EP160
A bit here on the new things I’m trying and putting myself out there with! How contrast and discomfort are a marker of what you desire making its way to you, and the imperfections and stumbles that make life so enjoyable.
A{Live} Now: Holding a Vision: Safety, Relating, and Regeneration after Ego Death — EP154
Existential Death and Renewal, how horses have taught me to hold my vision of the love and partnership I desire, embodying more safety and wholeness, the underlying beliefs of violence, oppression, victimhood, power abuse… How it all connects with BDS*M, lives in which I’ve been the oppressor.
Your Natural Voice: Speaking, Sounding, Singing Bare & Beautiful — EP151
To be in your bare, beautiful and natural voice is to love yourself. The simple but intimate conversation of your relationship with your own voice and sound. Explore a handful of tips to play with and expand the range of your sound, getting comfortable with more of yourself. Get naked and intimate.
A{Live} Now: Hit With a 2 x 4! Monogamy to Polyamory and Back Again — EP147
My journey from Monogamy to Polyamory to a new alignment, holding your vision of what you desire and the reality of what is now, shifting attachments, how your life can feel like it’s falling apart when you declare your desires, getting lasiks and working with a naturopath. +The 2 x 4 that hit me!
Nervous System Overwhelm: Notice the Signs, Polyvagal Theory Basics, and 12 Tools Towards Healing Trauma, Depression, Shut Down, and Overwhelm — EP92
In this episode, I share many signs of nervous system overwhelm, 12 things to do to support and heal trauma, a bit of Polyvagal Theory and Somatic Experiencing, and the way we can be affected in relationships. The more I have understood the nervous system, the more compassion I have been able to feel for others and humanity.