A{Live} Now: Holding a Vision: Safety, Relating, and Regeneration after Ego Death — EP154

Existential Death and Renewal, how horses have taught me to hold my vision of the love and partnership I desire, embodying more safety and wholeness, the underlying beliefs of violence, oppression, victimhood, and power abuse… How it all connects with BDS*M, and the past lives in which I’ve been the oppressor: All in this episode!

…and why I believe we’ve all been the killer before.

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Links and Resources

[FREEDOM + EXPANSION : THE TERRIFYING GIFTS OF SPIRITUAL AND EXISTENTIAL CRISIS AKA WTF IS GOING ON? #AMIGOINGCRAZY? – EP13

[SOUL AND BODY SUPPORT FOR THE MYSTERY + MAGIC BEHIND SPIRITUAL CRISIS (PART 2 OF FREEDOM + EXPANSION: THE TERRIFYING GIFTS OF SPIRITUAL AND EXISTENTIAL CRISIS) – EP16

[A{LIVE} NOW: BELONGING TO THE STARS: RE-MEMBERING WHO I AM — EP121

[A{LIVE} NOW: HIT WITH A 2 X 4! MONOGAMY TO POLYAMORY AND BACK AGAIN — EP147

[AWAKENING + EGO DEATH: LIE DOWN AS DEAD, MEDITATION BY OSHO — EP142

Show Notes

  • 00:00 Intro
  • 01:42 The Month of my Birthday
  • 04:22 As I get Clearer… everything starts Percolating
  • 08:24 Feeling Big Emotions — Consciousness is coming through ourselves
  • 11:45 Seeing and Experiencing Confidence with Horses
  • 15:27 A Story about a Bear Mom and her Kids
  • 17:22 Reassurance that there is Safety in this World
  • 18:33 Realizing I was the Perpetrator in another life
  • 21:44 Finding your Safety on the Inside
  • 25:50 Releasing the Unsafe and Building Safety
  • 27:46 Working with Forgiving Yourself
  • 29:00 Using BDSM as a Space for Safety
  • 31:45 I am ready to be cherished
  • 32:31 Questions for You my lovely Listeners 🌸
  • 34:41 Outro

Intro Music by Nick Werber

Featured Photo By Chad Wu Photo

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