I felt like I was falling apart, breaking apart. I was becoming more in line with who I am… but things had to die. Listen in on the lessons from my life concoction of spiritual transition and getting covid 19 at the same time. Catch in on some of the ways that I supported myself through it.
A{Live} Now: Weights, Money and Manifestating: Flexing the muscles on manifestation — EP179
Flexing the muscle on manifestation! A story about weights I wanted from my sister and my musings and observations around manifesting. A note of self-encouragement and how to focus on creating what you desire.
Creating vs Reacting — EP178
With this story on looking deeper at what was living underneath my desires, I explore what creation truly is! Get clear on when you’re reacting and living from the past and when you’re truly creating your experience from present day sovereignty.
Pleasure Filter — EP176
Enjoying pleasure in your life requires flexing the muscle of basking in a good feeling. Jump into this episode where I talk about this and how what we appreciate in an embodied form appreciates.
A{Live} Now: Holding a Vision: Safety, Relating, and Regeneration after Ego Death — EP154
Existential Death and Renewal, how horses have taught me to hold my vision of the love and partnership I desire, embodying more safety and wholeness, the underlying beliefs of violence, oppression, victimhood, power abuse… How it all connects with BDS*M, lives in which I’ve been the oppressor.
[Reverie] : Happening – Spoken Word Poetry for a Dreamer — EP150
A Spoken Word Poem for all Dreamers out there, written and spoken by yours truly. <3 For those trying, catalyzing, and beautiful moments where you call upon a dose of faith or belief to live the [Im]possible.