I felt like I was falling apart, breaking apart. I was becoming more in line with who I am… but things had to die. Listen in on the lessons from my life concoction of spiritual transition and getting covid 19 at the same time. Catch in on some of the ways that I supported myself through it.
A{Live} Now: Holding a Vision: Safety, Relating, and Regeneration after Ego Death — EP154
Existential Death and Renewal, how horses have taught me to hold my vision of the love and partnership I desire, embodying more safety and wholeness, the underlying beliefs of violence, oppression, victimhood, power abuse… How it all connects with BDS*M, lives in which I’ve been the oppressor.
[Reverie] : Happening – Spoken Word Poetry for a Dreamer — EP150
A Spoken Word Poem for all Dreamers out there, written and spoken by yours truly. <3 For those trying, catalyzing, and beautiful moments where you call upon a dose of faith or belief to live the [Im]possible.
a{Live} now: Belonging to the Stars: Re-Membering Who I Am — EP121
Have you felt like you don’t belong here? Some intense feelings of grief and existential aloneness led me to finding more of myself: my multidimensional being and a family in the star system. How my judgments had blocked my intuition, knowing, and peace in my body.
Alignment: How to Come Back When You Spiral Down — EP47
How to realign to Source, your essence, when you’re ‘spiraling downward’ or hanging by a thread emotionally- Try some practical tips that you can practice on how I support my body in feeling more grounded, coming back to clarity, transcending beliefs, and aligning my vibration towards ease and trust in the roughest of moments.
Coming Home to Your Light and Spark ❤ Self – Love Note
When I’m out of alignment with my highest light, I am feeling fearful, lethargic, depressed, anxious, or worried. I’ve forgotten who I am. (Though in the past, I didn’t even know who I was). I’ve dipped into younger, past parts of me, or energies from my ancestry, that are working through fears; sometimes living right in the fear. I spent so long in fear that I didn’t really even know what being in alignment meant.