I felt like I was falling apart, breaking apart. I was becoming more in line with who I am… but things had to die. Listen in on the lessons from my life concoction of spiritual transition and getting covid 19 at the same time. Catch in on some of the ways that I supported myself through it.
A{Live} Now: Shake it Up with New Things, Appreciating Contrast — EP160
A bit here on the new things I’m trying and putting myself out there with! How contrast and discomfort are a marker of what you desire making its way to you, and the imperfections and stumbles that make life so enjoyable.
A{Live} Now: A Direct Experience of Magic: Wisdom from a Dream — EP155
A dream gave me the chills and I wanted to share it with you! I woke up from this dream feeling a DIRECT EXPERIENCE OF MAGIC. Out of the dream came a poem — one that might stir your own awareness of going straight for what you desire: living directly in your worthiness and in joy.
A{Live} Now: Holding a Vision: Safety, Relating, and Regeneration after Ego Death — EP154
Existential Death and Renewal, how horses have taught me to hold my vision of the love and partnership I desire, embodying more safety and wholeness, the underlying beliefs of violence, oppression, victimhood, power abuse… How it all connects with BDS*M, lives in which I’ve been the oppressor.
Mind Play & Energy Alchemy: A Trick to Get Unstuck — EP149
You are the substance of all possibility! Here’s a simple mind trick that you can play with to step into creative prowess and into aspects of yourself that feel blocked. When you ACT AS IF… you can free up some of the energy spent on doubting for joy, wholeness, and inspired action.
A{Live} Now: Hit With a 2 x 4! Monogamy to Polyamory and Back Again — EP147
My journey from Monogamy to Polyamory to a new alignment, holding your vision of what you desire and the reality of what is now, shifting attachments, how your life can feel like it’s falling apart when you declare your desires, getting lasiks and working with a naturopath. +The 2 x 4 that hit me!
